I moved to a new town, 3000 miles from where I spent my entire life. I know no one, I lost my favorite cat, I work 70+ hours per week because I feel I will be judged inferior by my co-workers if don't...
I haven't snuggled in five years. I have forgotten everything about the touch of a female person except that it exists and I used to find it good.
Oddly enough, I have had sex in the last five years... but without snuggling, it felt like nothing. What I really miss is waking up holding someone.
Therefore I drink and smoke. The goal of a life such as mine is to end (slowly).